a crappy first post

A few days ago, i hit some kind of epiphany and i felt like i haven’t matched up to expectations. It’s not the expectations of others because i could care less to what they expect of me but to the expectations of what i have of myself. School, Work, Training. I’ve been lagging in every aspect that i should be conquering in and i put that all into perspective. A lot has been going on and a time to be lazy is not an option. I have to do good in school. With my father and mother forced into retirement, i have to work hard now so in the long run i know i haven’t wasted their money. and that My sister, my brother, and I will take care of them when they’re aging. It’s no time to be lazy especially with my future at stake.

As a first post, this is weak. but i’ll write more later. heh.